this just reminds me why i do this :)
"Hey, so I just wanted to say I love your blog. It’s a huge motivation and inspiration for me. I am in my second year of college and my first year, I gained so much weight that I spent my entire senior year of high school loosing. I was actually confident with my self and happy for the first in a very long time. So now that I have gained back all I the weight (and then some) I really needed a little push to get me up and moving and this blog is perfect! So thank you! <3 xx”
i said no to a cake today, even tho i really wnated to.
also yesterday. i really carved chocolate and i was about this close to get some from the store but i stopped myself. i said i could do it. and i really could.
ive been walking to school and back home the past 2 days!
Good job:) your doing fucking AWESOME!!!!!Its the little things that you do that make the BIG difference:) keep it up :) xx
90 days purge free today:) didnt think i could ever do that..it seemed like i was going down deeper and deeper into the bottomless bulimia pít..i still sometimes binge a little but nowhere near.to the extreme that i used too .. It gets easier once you break through the cycle..recovery is possible :) if you struggle with bulimia please do not hesitate to leave me a message!!! I want to help you get tthrough it..noone deserves.to be a victim of this horrible ilness..it was by far, the very darkest 2 years of my life..its not a choice, its an ilness and its nothing to be ashamed of..to all eating disorder sufferers out there, your not a freak..your not alone..believe in yourself..i have so much faith in you that you can beat this..you have it in you!!!! Trust me you do!!!!!! If you ever wanna talk..please please please dont be.afraid..you can stay on anon and talk to me..i dont.want you to be alone..because i know how it feels!!! I want you to be healthy..strong and healthy..Your in control..have a lovely healthy day!!!! All my love and so much more!!!!!!!!! <3
GUYS IM 100 DAYS SELF HARM FREE
OH My GOD HOW DID I DO THIS??? I DID IT BECAUSE YOU GUYS ARE SO AMAZING AND SUPPORTIVE AND I LOVE YOU ALL SO FUCKING MUCH THANK YOU GUYS FOR HELPING ME GET TO 100 DAYS CLEAN!!!
You my friend..have kicked some.fucking ass!!!!..i dont know you personaly, but i couldnt be prouder of you right now!!!! Keep fighting the good fight :) xxx